Yoga magazine Jan 2005

Being in this job, encountering the people you do it seems to help to cultivate an attitude of cynicism.You never really know who is hawking snake oil and who has the genuine article, so it is always worth listening when one of your equally spiritually hardened colleagues tells you, you need to speak to someone. The someone in question was Angela Tarry an aura energy reader.

It was 4.30pm on the second day of the Yoga Show - considering my mood and state of exhaustion, I was convinced that my aura would be an opaque black cloud. What came out, surprisingly was a riot of pinks and yellows, with a strange yellow colour covering my mouth and neck, making me look like something out of a Japanese horror film.

Angela has been doing this for 14 years. She qualified as a psychotherapist and colour healer before circumstances led her to pursue aura reading full time.

I am not sure whether it was the picture, her background in psychotherapy or just intuition but she certainly had my character to a tee.

• Apparently the pinks in my aura are endemic of someone that is highly emotional "at times bordering on the neurotic," Angela tells me. Those who know me would probably agree though I would prefer the moniker of highly strung.

She went on to talk about my love of knowledge and learn­ing, my supposed intelligence and a deep seated spiritual core. Angela then starts to unnerve me slightly; she asks me whether I am trying to write a novel. That on its own doesn't sound so surprising, what journalist doesn't harbour a desire to write a novel? It's when she tells me that I haven't written for a while - true, inspiration has been hard to come by - and then tells me to go back to the poetry I used to write, as an angst ridden adolescent, for ideas.

The rest of the information Angela then reveals have no idea how she got from a picture, she knew about my desire to go to India and my reasons for wanting to go - escape in case you were wondering.The fact that I find solace in Nature and the lack of green in my aura shows that I need to go back there - I have been missing the countryside desperately since I moved to London.

There seemed to be nothing she didn't know about me. From my inability to communicate my true feelings to my slight bossiness when at work and desire to create a drama on a daily basis.

And her words resonated for days after I would find myself remembering her words, when exhibiting some trait she had accurately surmised.

It was the words she uttered as I left that have really stuck. Angela laid a hand on my arm as I got up to leave, looked straight into my eyes and said "save the drama for the novel".

Booker Prize here I come!

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